My life is so lonely with my boyfriend in prison for doing stupid things, leaving me alone with no friends whatsoever, I just feel empty and sad inside. Every morning I wake wishing my life was over, I cant take the pain anymore, I just found out that my boyfriend was talking to other women online in various chats, flirting with them besides. I was shocked inside and so alone now. I thought I at least had him but I was actually alone the whole time. My life is miserable and I dont deserve all this pain. God help me, bring happiness and joy into my heart. This is a horrible way to live.