please pray for me. i need to find the courage to deal with all of the nonsense that is going on in my life. things are not so good right now & im afraid they will only get worse. i feel so alone yet im surrounded by my beautiful children & a few others. i have never felt this low in life & i have no idea what to do about it. i fear i always make bad decisions & im afraid of making another one. keep me in your thoughts & help guide me to the best possible outcome for me & my babies, even if that means its gonna hurt. just give me the stregnth to get thru this please