i dont understand. i have been clean and sober for 6 years , do the right things to my ability , while attempting to stay positive. due to my felonies i cant seem to find a good job, my relationship of 20 years is broken and i am now living on a couch. i owe so much money and feel like i am slipping further down and dont know what to do . i would like to see things change for the better and feel good about myself. i need help!!!!