Dear Lord, Thank you for Your wonderful mercy and grace. I would like to ask forgiveness for being impatient and not waiting on your perfect timing. Lord Please help me to listen to the Holy Spirit's urgings in my life instead of letting myself ignore them and letting my heart grow a little harder each time I ignore You and do things my way . I want every thought and decision to bring glory to you. Please soften the hearts of the people that need their hearts softened to you Including myself. Take off the scales from their eyes and the rot from around their sensitive hearts. Let them see and feel your unconditional love and in turn do what is right. Despite what man says on a piece of paper I know what vows I said before you and the world and I pray that you would change his heart and make out family once again whole weather now or sometime in the future. I stand on Your words and I pray You send the Holy Spirt to hold me up when I feel like all hope is lost to lift me out o the miry clay for I am Your Child and it says you will not let me dash my foot against a stone. You never said it would be easy but with You this is a cake walk to the streets of gold to be in your presence forever. Please pray for peace and patience to fall over me. For the anxious, negative, self sabotaging thoughts to be turned into beautiful uplifting thoughts that overflow so much that I cannot help but to give them away to as many ppl as possible in small or grand gestures....a random smile...a compliment....a gift to a stranger for no reason expecting nothing in return. Lord please give me this overflowing radiance of your Love mercy and compassion cause the devil is attacking and trying to cute me off at the knees the big jerk. So please pray for me and my family and if you didn't catch it my ex husband and babys dad lol Well look at David he was a big screw up and he was one of Gods favs so I know my God can heal me inside and out and I figure now is a great time since I have not only myself anymore but a lil guy counting on me.