ive been having a very difficult time getting it together, i have a lot of opportunities and definetly need a brand new healing and springful look on life, although many things in my life are going well im having some very anxious and tormenting thoughts recently, i have been constantly having to grapple with the difference between flesh and the holy spirit and i am just over all confused as to how to pray, how to seek and become calm with Holy spirit and Jesus. I really dont want ot fall into old habits, and the depression that has been with me for a long time now that i have been fighting i really would like to see lifted, if i could live as i was when i was a child in mind and spirit i believe i could finally be free, i really need help, so i am asking for help, hope you all are well.