Please help me believe that there is God, that He is real, that He listens to our prayers, that He doesn't give challenges and worst situations in our life which He knows we cannot handle. I don't know how to pray anymore.. . and if I do, I no longer feel the sincerity of it and it doesn't come from the bottom of my heart. I'm not like this before, I used to pray alot heretofore but something has changed eventually since my worst nightmares came true to life and I couldn't bring my faith back no matter what I do. Please helppp, this is becoming worse.. . I was born a Catholic, I want to keep that forever (if I can).