These days my problems are becoming worse and worse, the flood outside the house may symbolizes the tears I have cried since the day I started to lose everything I worked hard. My family's relationship with one another is not good like anybody else. When I go to my second home, the school, still everything's not good. I don't feel somebody loves me more than I love them. Two of the people I have loved so much think I am not worth to be loved. I may be annoying sometimes and I am not perfect but I know I have a good heart. I hope they will make me feel loved.. . I pray that love will be in the center of all the people in the world as well as the family and friends of mine.