For every day & night I always pray for the same thing. I've been tortured by homesick, fever & diarrhea. I went to the clinic by myself in the morning & at the same time it was very hot. I was weak & I'm trying not to give in easily because I know I will face more difficulties & it will be more harder than the last one. I am not always healthy & strong but one thing for sure, I will never stop praying. It hurts but I do it anyway without any doubt, fear & hesitation. I am thousand miles away from home but I know I must be fully independent. I pray that I will get through this for the next three years & so on. I pray for my family, for those who are in need most of your mercy Lord.