Please pray that I reconnect with this girl that I liked so much during college, but I wasn't taking care of myself at the time emotionally and physically so she never requited my attraction. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Every quirk and rough edge was smoothed out because of her inner feeling and sensitivity. She was odd yet charming, sweet, unique without trying, and refreshingly unembarrassed of herself. I was a jerk several times and she returned the meanness right back to even the score. It feels like a lost chance for romance and I regret how it unfolded because I wanted it to be so much better for both of us. Maybe I just wasn't good enough for her and couldn't accept it, but now after quitting heroin and coming to God, I feel that these feelings were empty and I truly could have been good for her. I'd like another chance at being with her so that I can make peace with my regrets and show myself that I don't need to pretend to be anyone I'm not if someone loves me. Please, please, please I beg you to pray for her to befriend me! And please pray that I meet her with open arms and love this time. Please pray that she returns my love and we enjoy the beautiful relationship I always believed we could have to feel complete with each other! Thank you, this is the most important friend I've ever met to me! She's truly special from the rest! God bless!