I believe that gods sees and knows what we do and go through in our lives ,,I know i ask for help and guidence more than i thank him for, but im struggling to stay positive and feel i have no control over the things that are happening. Im not wise but i beieve i have tried to be there in love and support in any way i can for the people i truly love and care for in my life, The most important thing i lack is knowledge and wisdom to help someone i love very close to me my heart aches im so scared for them . I pray u help me and show me the way and words to say to help them. Im truly am blessed to have had you apart of my life since birth having a mum and dad whose faith in you gave me and my family a very special life as children. even though i believe u walk with me i dont feel the contentment and faith they have , i pray u guide me and help me to say and support and be there for the people i love Thank you God