I just found out today that my mother has congestive heart failure. She's 38 years old. I'm 20. I'm afraid of losing her. I'm not ready to handle another death. But noe I should prepare myself for it. I want to bring myself closer to God. My mother hasn't been the best of moms. But we use to be really close. Recently I've become a little distant from her. She's been in and out of the hospital and her health problems keep getting worse. God if you can just give us more time together I'd be ok with that I need prayers. I Have faith.