I need special prayers, I got married in August to what I thought was a wonderful man. It ended two weeks ago when I had to call the police on him as he came at me with his fists clenched for the second time in a month. I am having trouble trusting anyone anymore, least of all myself at times. I worry about my safety with him, I worry that he keeps trying to contact my kids to stay in touch with them and I don't feel it's right. I worry that there is something innately wrong with me that I find the wrong men even when looking deeply for the right things in a person. I need strength, I need trust in human nature again, I need guidance.