sometimes I am in deep despair I am in this weird season that is really hard .I know God uses all to his glory and purposes and HE is my strength and has supplied all I need in this weary place. need healing lower back surgery coming up.Ive been fired fro my job and accused of slapping a guy .I did not do that .I hit his cap .only. had to fight for everything benefits etc. GOD has the Victory in all that. Im feeling useless and unloved.My husband is disabled too doesn't show me LOVE .I know God used me in the recovery of my father .now IDK where GHE wants me . Thanks for prayers .for recovery of all and healing.WAITING ON THE LORD.