First of all, my heart goes out to the victim's and their loved one's of Oklahoma... The tornadoes... I feel bad coming to you for anything right now, Dear God. I never have known the fancy words to speak with you. The thee's and the thou's, but, I know you hear and have answered my prayers in your own timing. Lord, I just thank you for all of my blessings. My beautiful daughter. I pray that you will keep her safe from harm and send angels to protect her and help her to make good decisions, as she is 21 and discovering the "night life"... I thank you for my beautiful identical twin sons that were born at 29 weeks in July of 2012... That was a shocker, but, I love them and thank you sooooo much for giving me these precious gifts!! They are now healthy and such a blessing! Their Father, Craig and I have been having problems with everything from finances and communication to transportation and intimacy. Lord, I ask you to please, please, please... Please help us to fix these issues and guide us and defeat the enemy!!! Lord, I just want our family to stay together and to be happy. It does not have to be this complicated! Please help us to dissolve any resentment with each other or past experiences with family or others... I believe you had everything to do with these children that came from my womb against all odds!! I am sire it was with the intention of them having their Father in their life! I CAN NOT imagine being a single Mom again!!! Please give me the energy and strength and faith and forgiving heart that it will take to work through things with him! I am at your mercy, as is my family! I beg you to help us get in a faith based church and for all of the deterents to simply melt! Time management, energy, having to find a new church... GAS money! EVERYTHING! I just want to feel your presence and be close to you and raise my children in your home! I want them to know you from the get go through their parents and not their Aunts and others! I wish I knew then what I know now... While raising my 21 year old. The fact is I can not turn back the hands of time, but, I can learn and move forward. I thank you for all that you have done, are doing and plan to do in our lives! I thank you for a strong family unit that will survive anything and everything! I thank you for my daughter's safety and wisdom! I thank you for the health of all of my children... I thank you for helping me with time management and the adversity that we both know that I face... I love you! By the way, I know that it is not healthy for me to be near or conversate or communicate with my "Mother"... But, I pray for her health, both mental and physical. I ask that you let her know that you know the truth and that we forgive her and my Step Dad. Amen... Sweet dreams! Love, Serena Kay~ Nite~