I've been a widow now for three years, but first I've tryed to be the strongest Christian, doing Gods will and trying so hard to have ffaith, I've never felt quite like this, though I pray constantly , I still have such an empty void in my heart foot my husband. I'm moving forward, dating doing all the right things according to God, but the loneliness his so very hard. I lost my precious husband to suicide, no signs, no note nothing, yes I've had great Christian counciling , but my heart aches so much. I want someone in my life again. My prayer request is that I will have patience for I know God has someone picked out for me, I ask for prayer to fill this void that only God can fill. Thank you so much for taking the time to pray for me!