well here it goes i'm very proud and confident person!!!!! i never ask for help but this time i'm the one that needs help!!!! ya see everyone comes to me when they have problems so i try to help but in the same time i lose focus on me!!!! i met someone recently that i like but my world is a mess i'm in right at this moment and every time i try get focus on my problems someone else's problem comes up and it's very hard for me to keep going when i'm so overwhelmed with everyone else's problems!!! i wish sometimes i would just disappear for good!!!! please help me with prayers!!!! (i even feel guilty asking for this type of help but i have to do what i got to do)