To keep seeking my faith, to allow myself to trust my father on what choices I should make. heal my pain of abuse, heartache, to give my struggles and scars of my soul and mind to him, heal my body of sickness. Ittelegent people to come into my life that will help me learn about faith and be positive friends, safe place to live, just one friend i could trust. for my family to be safe and them to be filled with strength and healed of their pain also. saved from poverty, that everything horrible i have experenced is all for a reason to just fill me with the strength to get through the hell ive had to live. im poor but i dont care about money, just heal my body ,mind, soul and ill make my own money. i need lifted father. too much hell at the same time father, lift me , heal me.... cries.... Amen. Peace+Hope