GOD I KNOW MY TIME IS SHORT WITH MY MOM.I DON'T KNOW THAT I CAN DO THIS ,EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS A MESS .IN EVERY WAY .I NEED HER I JUST CAN'T LOSE HER .PLEASE GOD FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE STUPID THINGS I DID .AND AS YOU KNOW IT WAS A LOT .I NEED A MAJOR OVER HAUL.IN MY LIFE..AS IF THIS IS NOT ENOUGH.MY SISTER AND I DON'T GET ALONG
I WANT TO SEE MY MOM ,BUT SHE IS ALWAYS THERE .SHE ALWAYS MAKES YOU FEEL UNWELCOME..GOD PLEASE PRAY THAT I CAN JUST KILL HER WITH KINDNESS,AND NOT BE ANGRY BECAUSE MY MOM DOES NOT NEED THIS.GIVE ME STRENGTH YOUR GUIDANCE AND LOVE TO LOOK BEYOND HER AND JUST ENJOY MY MOM..AND MAYBE A LITTLE LUCK SHE WILL LET ME VISIT IN PRIVATE...PLEASE PRAY THAT HER KIDNEYS IMPROVE AND THE BED SORE IF SHE CAN JUST GET PAST THIS SHE WILL HOPEFULLY MAKE IT HOME...THAT'S WHAT I PRAY FOR EVERY NIGHT .