God i hope its not to much but please With your Holy Spirit help me, Guide me. to be a better person i know i have changed a lot since last month. i just want her back in my life. oh lord i know i dont control her life. i dont know if she still loves me but one thing i know is this is that i love her so much that i would give her everything change for her and even die for her. all i ask is just a chance to show it to her and maybe she may accept me once again. only with the prayers of others i think it may be possible so please anyone who reads this truly pray for me for i really am serious about this girl. ive loved her for 2 years it may not be the best but i know i love her. its 4 am here and i cant sleep thinking of what happened to us. ive been crying for days and days. just thinking of her. ive repented for my sins and hope to be forgiven and loved again. lord if you are listening please. just please help me.!