My heart is so broken I miss my ex-husband so much and night time is the worse. Tears flow from around this time until I fall asleep. I are together 24m so sick of crying he has moved on and I have to accept that but the pain is so intense. We were together 24 years since I was 15. I read my bible and passages to get me through but tears flowing paralyze me. I just want the pain to stop.