Lord please take this heaviness out of my heart and replace it with love for u, my kids and for the upcoming move. I understand and accept he is not coming back. I wish he had, and I wish he had believed me every single time I told him that all I wanted was him - baggage and all. Lord, I could see his heart, how wonderful, caring and how Mich of an awesome man he is. I still don't understand how he could have ripped himself from our lives in that way. It had to have hurt him as much as it hurt us, if not more, as I still get to hug the kids. He doesn't. And this was his choice.Lord please help him find whatever peace he is looking for. He deserves all the love and peace in the world. The kids miss him even now. And please let him know, I SO wanted to be with him for the rest of our lives. He was the kind of guy I always wanted but never thought I would have the priviledge of being with, complete with his entire bag shop that he carried.
Please help with this heaviness in my heart Lord
Amen