I been very sad lately due to someone i truly love breaking up with me i knew him for 13 years and i had to move back to NY from PA and its sooooo hard being here without him by myside smiling,hugging me and etc. Now once im settled i have to get the rest of my stuff from there and i wont wanna leave once im there cuz i wanna be able to stay withhim and knowng im not allowed to its gonna hurt me all over again. I just wanna be with a man who loves me for who i am and actually will stay with me instead of acting like they wanna be with me and not mean it