Please pray for me to have the strength to overcome depression if that is what this is, anxiety and fear and to stop using alcohol forever. I do not believe that the path I have been going down is the one that God wants for me or my husband and 3 children. I pray for strength to overcome the fear and to fight the devil at every turn. I also pray for peacefulness of mind so that I may hear God when he speaks to me. I pray the words I have to say are chosen wisely and not out of fear anger or frustration. I know this is a lot but I believe these are all achievable through the Lord