My father just lost his wife, my stepmother when she became weak after an operation to fix a broken hip, and never quite came back. Hospice came in and she was finally stabilized, she lived for about 5 more hours and then passed.
I am feeling guilty because I wanted her to go first, she was 97 and my Dad was 88. He had taken care of her for years and she used to yell at him, treat me bad, and was jealous of me. In her later years she depended on him for everything. he could never get anything done, like the duties of keeping a home and on top of the financial situation.
I need prayer because I am trying to be sincerely sorry about her death. I don't feel sorry, and Dad seems great. I just don't feel anything, please pray for me and my Father and Sarah, who is with the angels