Dear heavenly Father, I humble myself before you once again. Thank you for all of the many blessings you have bestowed upon my family. Lord,I know you will see us through this present situation that seems all too familiar w/ our twins. Lord, please keep them safe and comfortable, nurtured, loved and at peace while they are away... We ask favor with all of the individuals that are in the position to... Wow! There is alot! Anyone and everyone that can strengthen and reunite our family! Lord, I ask that you give me wisdom and courage and peace and understanding through all of this! I ask that you dissolve the biggest mountain ahead of me! You know the issue that will have the strongest baring on other decisions! You know my heart as well... I know if I have never done anything right in my life, that I am an amazing Mommy to my two precious boys that you blessed me with! I love them more than life and would give mine for them! Please just surround them with comfort! Give them the sense of love, safety, security, peace, happiness, joy and all of the beautiful things that I provide for them while they are gone. I know that no other can come close to duplicating my love for them but you, Lord. So please let them experience that sensation. I claim in Jesus name that I will be given an extension to complete requirements that were so challenging due to finances, time, the boys, schedules, procrastination, relocating the "place" and depression. I just want to put all of this behind me and move forward!! I ask you to help me convince everyone in charge that I am a loving, caring person and have faced some challenges... I have evolved from those and want to put it all behind!!! I ask that you replace the emptiness, resentment, anger and... dislike of the actions I have for the other person involved with foregiveness! I ask for forgiveness.. For everything that I have done that did not please you. I ask that you use me in any and everyway to bless others as I give of myself to the community! I ask that my new career soars and in the process helps others too! Please block the devil from my mind and heart and dissolve the depression, hopelessness and despair that wells up in my heart once again... Please bring my babies home safe and sound and soon! They are my world. If you could remove this football from my throat, so I can swallow w/o discomfort.. That would be wonderful... My family resembles Humpty dumpty once again and I have faith and believe against all rational odds that you will help put us back together and rise above this. The punishment of every second that "tick tocks" past is more than I could bare w/o you. so, I ask for mercy once again for my children and myself!!! I do not want to love them from a distance which is what parts of my family seem to thrive on... I forgive them as well... In Jesus name, I love you and thank you and claim all of these things! Please give big hugs to my boys and let them feel Mommy's hugs and kisses... Can not wait to see them! ;-) I love you! Amen <3