First of all i would like to say good morning and God bless you....I come to God and you and I am begging to be forgiven. I am a recovering addict that has relapsed and i don't even know why.... I have things from my past that are haunting me. Things that happened to me as a child and on Friday my mind got the best of me and before i knew it I was getting high. I DONT WANT TO GET HIGH!!!!!! I dont want to be like that anymore. I need people that i can talk to when I am feeling these things.. But i dont have that avenue. I may have just lost the best thing that ever happened to me and I pray that God will restore what I ruined in one day of getting high....I have a really good man in my life and I do not want to lose him. I love him with all of my heart and I am lost wioithout him. God I am asking for one more chance with him. My life was finally good and normal most of all and i dont want to lose that....Please God restore my relationship with him and my children...In Jesus name I pray and ask you to pray in Jesus name too.... thank you so much