Lord, I really need you right now and all the prayers I can get. I'm hurting so badly right now and I'm so sad. It is so hard to not focus on my circumstances and get discouraged. Lord, I want my husband back! I deserve my husband back and have him to be faithful. I miss him so much even when he is in the same room as me. Please Lord help him see the correct path and stop all of this pain. I find myself saying "why me?", "why do I deserve this?". I love him SO much Lord even when he is hurting me
my heart so badly! There is no one else for me, nothing in me wants to give up on him or our marriage but this is so hard. I have so much to be thankful for but I am still selfishly dwelling on my pain and what I am lacking. Please Lord help me. I am so scared and afraid of what more I/we will have to endure to see your promise fullfilled. Grant me the comfort I need to get through this.