DEAR GOD I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT AND I AM A SINNER BUT PLEASE BE WITH ME AND MY FAMILY AND WATCH OVER MY MOTHER SHE IS A GREAT WOMAN WHO HAS RAISED ALL THREE OF HER KIDS GRANDKIDS AND RAISING GREAT GRAND KIDS SHE HAD A HEART ATTACK LAST NIGHT AFTER A ARGUEMENT ME AND HER HAD I FEEL LIKE I CAUSED IT IF ANYTHING SHOULD HAPPEN AND YOU CALL HER HOME PLEASE TELL HER IM SORRY AND THAT I LOVE HER AND SHES THE BEST MOTHER ANY GIRL COULD EVER ASK FOR I ASK YOU TO GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO GET THREW THIS HOLD MY HAND AND GUIDE ME TO BE THE WOMAN YOU WANT ME TO BE IN YUR NAME I PRAY AMEN