today i need prayers. I'm struggling emotionally. depression is in my heart. i haven't heard from the love of my life in two weeks! he has a heart condition and he has depression as well. he doesn't want to admit it but the signs are there. he is struggling with personal issues of his own and i am so worried about him. he told me the last time i spoke to him, not to worry. but i can't help it. every time i think about how much he means to me i break down in tears. i love him so much. so please pray that i hear from him soon, so i know how he is. also pray that i stop thinking so negatively about this. my self esteem is so low. pray that my depression will stop. I would be so grateful to everyone. thank you and God bless!