Sometimes we forget to pray;... when the bills are piling up, the dogs HAVE to go to the vet this time, the holidays are coming and for the 4th year in a row...we can't buy any gifts for any one in our family or each other at Christmas. And we love the holidays.LOVE to bake and see people around Thanksgiving.,,.my health even sucks some of the joy out of Thanksgiving! I most always can count on my boys to come home for a Thanksgiving meal and family time! And I know God helps me with the pain, or I wouldn't be able to cook their favorite things! Which I LOVE to do. and then there's Christmas...
my family is spread from one end of the US to the other. Now I can get my boys home with me and my fiance...but somewhere out there is my mom and dad, brother, nieces, and my fiances' family.
We just can't seem to bring it all together. Some of the reasons are valid. Time and distance. Other reasons are pointless. Hypocritical and judgemental. Makes me so sad. Makes me so very,very sad.
Because I LOVE my family. All of them. and I PRAY, AND HOPE that everyone could just get along and accept each other the way we are...Thank you Lord, for hearing my prayer. and thank you my friends if you can understand where I'm coming from and can feel my pain. I can't handle this alone Lord. I am giving this to you! Please speak clearly, cause I'm hard-headed...but you already know this don't you? I love you Jesus. Amen