Lord.thank You for all the blessings I received especially having my children.Today,its October 20 for 11 years my love life is like a roller coaster.But still I am always fighting for the sake of my children.I hope the baby in my tummy will become a boy so that all the pain will or be lessen.I know he doesn't love me anymore many things happened.He is the one who ruined our life.That is why I'm afraid after I delivered.Lord,please hear my prayers.I asked these in the name of Jesus Christ,our Lord.Amen.