Please dear God, I am in need of your support. I am learning to manage my upset and anxiety, but still I feel lonely and in need of a friend.
I know that others have much more difficulties than I, but I also need your help today. I have struggled for so long. I am afraid I do not know what to do.
I am tired and discouraged. If there is a lesson, is it to wait? I am and have been waiting. I think I should be doing as well, but everything I have done,
seems fruitless and useless. Help me to hear your voice in those around me. Help me to hear the angels and know they are present.
I do not think you have brought me this far to abandon me, as my husband did, and I know there is no promise of happiness, but now when someone asks me
if I feel more myself, I do not know the answer. I'm not sure I know what that would feel like anymore. Help me please, Lord.