please pray for my sanity and for God to open doors for me to move out and forward from my current living situation. I feel like I am being lost in isolation & health is leaving. Have some very negative reports from MRI reports today on knees & back. I don't know how I keep walking but I am finding myself in pain & mentally so hard to physically get prepared to go anywhere. This so hard since I have no family to call & entering my Silver years. I need help to keep myself together & need to be around somewhere that is convenient to be able to walk to stores and get connected to outside & friendly people. Also many skin cancers need attention as well as my feet & teeth...I have lost 5 in the last two years & embarrassed to smile anymore. God has been good to me protecting me for so many years but I know He must have a Mission for me & I am a 34 yr breast cancer survivor..My Mom died from it when I was 2 yrs old. Life has been so hard being female with no Mother. I want to get above this delima I am slipping into & be able to help others..I know I have an unbelievable testimony, but I need help..I pray pls God send me the help & understanding to get me to walk through this and above..show me what it is you would have me do. I pray for all the people who might read this & for a Restoration to their Peace & Serenity. This I ask in your name Dear Lord.