I am standing and praying for God to restore my marriage. This is the hardest and most painful thing I have ever endured in my life. I know that God is the only one who can give change my husbands heart of stone to a heart of flesh. It seems the closer I get to Him, the more things come out and just completely crush my spirit. I am struggling trying to hold on because my husband is obviously under attack from the devil and has fallen for the enemies lies. I know I have to wait on God to do it in His timing. It's just hard and extremely painful.