lord thank u first off just because you are,,lord I feel so low and weak..lately,,my family has fallen apart..i no the devil is here to kill,steal and detroy but lord make me strong and my family strong where we are weak..give us understanding...help us get threw these crisis trial and tribulations lord...im older now..and I don't want the drama.the negativity or any evil works around me or in my life..my family weighs heavy on me being the oldest I feel unappreciative,, and I feel that when it all boils down my feelings never matter,,lord I love my family I just always wanted the best for them and myself but it seems to all turn out all bad im tired their nothing else I can do but pray for us..give me strength lord help me to sleep at night and I forgive all and forgive me if ive done anything that's unpleasing to you or them I always try and be the mediater and some folk just don't see the positive..lord I don't want to turn my back on my family but sometimes I really do..i don't feel apart of them for some years now..but I try and be the better person and hold in their..seems like no change will ever come! lord help us find our way back! in jesus name amen.