My life is really messed up right now.I don't know who I am anymore I'm in pain all the time mentally and physically.I can't work because of the pain!I take my anger out on anyone,I have no friends my family hates me and as far as their concerned I'm nothing.I've disappointed god'my family and myself.No one loves me anymore.And to make it all bad I've lost everything I have nothing.All I ask please pray for me because I don't know what to do.I want to leave and never come back.I really don't want to be a burden on anyone.