Lord why is it like this? when I feel I'm being loved and cared by someone I truly love and then suddenly that person will stop caring again like he don't care and then after a few days he will be that caring and loving again... Please help me, give me courage not to give up and to endure it more because me myself don't wanna because I love him a lot but he really hurts me like hell... He is going to leave going to California with family this coming March I really don't know what to do anymore.. Please make him change into a good and faithful person and please guide him there so he won't make mistakes again take good care of him. I don't care if it takes years for him to change but I will be always here right by his side even though he is miles away from me I will always pray,love and be loyal to him and will wait for his come back. I wish that I too could go there but I cannot because I'm still a high school. Please pray for everyone's safety and God bless.