dear lord...please pray for me..that I can find my inner strength......after losing my husband to lung cancer 5-10....his children from his first marriage...has been cold and distant.....I tried too many times..for the sake of my two sons...their brothers....one wrote me the most hurtful letter...which had no truth in it...it is his guilt...of not being there...like the rest of them for their father......I know its been 3 1/2 yrs since my husband passed.....but, I find myself still dwelling in my head...all the hurt...he endure..from his family...I know..he is at peace...and I ask...for peace for my two sons..and myself...that I can move on......please....lord...I feel soo broken..........just help me....to pick myself up...for the sake of my sons...and for myself....I n Jesus name....amen