I am still praying for a Christian mate. Father you know all my needs. I need to file bankruptcy, need a car and the list goes on. :( please help me Father, so I can have some comfort. I am constantly in tears now and don't know my next step. I am scared and want to hold on to your word but the future is scary now. I should be getting ready to retire and all I can think of is how to somehow survive from paycheck to paycheck. Please guide me on where to find money so I can file bankruptcy. I love you and am trying to do your will.