Lord you know me...you know my heart and my soul and my pain and my sorrow. I do you wrong and I am not perfect but I know you always look after me. Lord, I need your help with my life...I cant go on like this any longer. My heart is empty without my kids and its killing me not being with them because I could not stay in that loveless relationship. I have many worries and Lord You know what they are, I ask for prayers to make me stronger and help me in my fight. I dont want to take the kids away from him, he is not a bad father... I just want them back. I need you to help me find stability and help me with my dark heart Lord, I need Your guiding hand to watch over my boys and keep them safe and let them know like I do every chance I get that I love them and will never stop! I need Your guiding hand to help me to not do something stupid and regret it later. I pray to You in Jesus Name, Amen!