God I need your help. need you to guide me on my path. I'm loosing my hope and faith, I need your forgiveness. it's all darkness I need your light. please do not ignore me God I really need you to protect me and mercy me. I need your help please do not turn your back to me. I do not want to cry and worry anymore please stop punishing me. I really tired from fight, let me find peace. I'm begging for blessing of you and all of your prophets. I believe all of your books and angels. please God mercy me. please do not make me loosing my faith. please mercy me.