I asked a couple of time for your prayers for my financial problems. thank you all who read my posts and prayed for me but it keeps getting worst. I'm felling that I'm stuck and can not find the way out. I do not get it why God does not mercy me. why I must through all those bad things sequentially? I'm trying to deal all those troubles, keep my head up and move on but it's like a never ending nightmare. now I lost my house and had to move back to parent's but I can not help rebelling. this is not the life I wish to live. I'm working hard, keeping eye on my family, trying be good and honest person. did not steel from someone, did not hurt any soul. just kept praying and asked mercy of God. I'm really in trouble and I can not stand all of it anymore. I lost light of my life and God knows that I do not want to live anymore. so please pray for me from bottom of your hearts so may God hear you. he doesn't hear me obviously.