I am struggling for meaning in my life, justice seems to elude me, my ex has two of our children and ignores our oldest like he is the plague, my thyroid is enlarged and I need a doctor, I am leaving today to head to Roanoke VA to pick up my children from my ex for my 3 week visitation and it is really hard to send them back, I pray for my mom who had rotor cuff surgery and for my family
I need strength and purpose, I feel like I have wasted the talent that God gave me