I've been sacrificing to be a teacher. God has made it clear that is my calling but many obstacles have been put in my path. It's been harder and harder to get positions in education. Every day I wonder how I will eat that day. If I student teach, I will have to quit my day job and will struggle terribly to make ends meet. If I get a job, it can be used as an internship and I will have the money to live coming in. I have sent numerous applications to get a job teaching but I have repeatedly had my hopes crushed instead of lifted. Please pray that God may help me to do his good work. I have been blessed with so many gifts. All I pray is that God show me how to use them for the good of the world and make it so that I don't live my life worrying about basic survival so that I may spend my energy bettering the world around me, not focused on myself and my own money problems.