Heavenly father, please quiet my thoughts, let me me his your voice and feel your presence in my life. I can't sleep, take care of everyday tasks, and enjoy life. Let things work as you want them to work, and let my heart have the patience to wait. Fill Helen with the Holy Spirit and guide her words for me. It is so hard to go through my days like this and it is not fair to my children. Help us Lord, and me, please let Tony walk back into our life and all be well in your eyes. I love you sweet Father and I pray to you in the name of your only son Jesus Christ. Amen