I know that change is the only constant in his world but im afraid dat it is leading me to negativity.. i was once a happy person and ddnt care wat other people will say but now im not.. I dont know if its in me or just in my mind.. And in ths process i dont remember God.. I know that i shouldnt feel alone and unhappy for He will not leave me no matter what.. But with you guys, by sharing your prayers with me, i know that i will feel it. I dont want to be a loner, bad-tempered and a bad person bcos that is not me. I want to find m old self.. Please pay for me.. This maybe not that big deal with you but in this way, I can voice out all my problems and voices in mind and i feel a little better about that.. thank you so much