humbly i bow before you my great I AM and pray that this journey be a holy one. Lord im working on getting better but this pain in my back and running down my legs has me questioning myself and my decisions. you have always met my needs and the path that im on, i know is the right path. i feel going back to work and deciding to stop fighting for my disability insurance was the right thing for my family. Lord give me strength take this pain away let me heal so that i can do the best job i can and bring security to my family, to pay off our debts fix the things on the house that need fixing and to enjoy the fruits of our labors. let me get to a place where i can see the dreams of opening the store and being secure come to light. i know i can not do it alone and am asking you and all my angels to help guide me and keep me and watch over all those who i come in contact with let my life be a blessing to them and let me handle myself with grace and compassion and to not let the little things get to me. im learning to let it be and not have to control everything but i need your help with this. I thank you my Father for all your love and grace and blessings on my life and my families and friends lives amen