i pray for all of those on this site, may they be blessed and comforted. I ask also for this blessing, and for healing in mind and heart as I try to survive the difficulty and pain over this relationship that has caused me so much -- too much -- pain for years with no resolution. Why have I allowed it, I kept hoping it would work out and I would be 'good enough.' I can't take it anymore, or accept his treatment of me anymore. Can't stop crying, and can't continue demeaning myself just because of what he so callously told me months ago. Heal my heart, dry my tears, mend this somehow, please dear God. I can't do this without You, I keep failing. help me. thank you