I'm scared to put this here, but I do need prayer. I need God to know that I am sick and that I am trying to be ALL he wants me to be in the classroom and with those involved in my life. It's hard to be everywhere for others when they need you while I am sick. (that is my calling) I do the best I can. I feel spent. I have tried to stop the things that make my mind forget everything, so I need prayer to keep up with that. That can be hard. I am being attacked by the devil and his ugly, nasty soldiers. I have my shield on but its lookinf warn. I just need prayer to be strong~