Hello my name is Ed I'm from Cicero NY. I have been talking to god for over a year I'm trying to save my marriage , My wife has lost her trust in me and I love my wife I want my marriage . I was told in my daily message I pray to god to much I need to listen. That he has heard my prayers, I'm scared I'm to stupid or blind to see Gods message to me . Or that I just wont hear him. My wife of 30 years said she tried to tell me things were wrong I didn't hear her . I'm scared I wont hear god . I want my wife and family but my wife feels she needs space and while she said she loves me she don't trust me and for that reason she cant let me in. I want more then anything to spend my life with her and to grow old with her . I miss her everyday and I miss holding her every night . I guess I have a 3 part prayer . Please save my marriage , please help me to be the best person I can be and please let me understand and hear god when he speaks to me. Thank you all for your time and prayers they will mean everything to me . May god bless everyone who prays for me.